I often heard the clichéd refrain that I was my father’s daughter. We spent hours cooking and planning meals, delighting in nature’s wonders, or listening to music together. We even shared a quick temper and disdain for other drivers. These surface similarities gave us a way to connect, but the depth of his influence was much deeper.
I’ve always loved the poem The Road Not Taken by Robert Frost. The concluding words are:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I –
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
I have no idea if my father was a fan of this poem, but it always struck a chord with me. I realize now that there’s a parallel between our lives that didn’t have a name. We shared a flair for the non-traditional and stubbornness in our convictions. We forged our own path fearlessly with a dedication to our vision of what could be. It could have been a lonely road, but we are blessed with the ability to win hearts along the way.
He forwent a career to raise his two girls, though it was hardly a popular option at the time. He was gentle under his gruff exterior and imparted a ferocity in our bellies and a kindness in our hearts. He encouraged my love for math and science, which lead to my passion for computing. I have the confidence, despite difficulties of succeeding in this male-dominated field, to persevere because he believed in me and taught me to believe in myself. Frankly, he’s the reason I’m a badass.
I would not be the woman I am today without him in my life and couldn’t have asked for a better father. I am thankful for the time we spent together, but as this Hebrew proverb states, “Say not in grief: ‘He is no more’, but live in thankfulness that he was.”
Hey Corey,
Just wanted to with you my sincere condolences on the loss of your father.
Dave
Thanks Dave. He was happy at the last and passed in his sleep, so I take significant solace in that.
“Say not in grief: ‘He is no more’, but live in thankfulness that he was.”
I love that saying so much. I am glad I got to meet him at your wedding, we was so much fun that day. And I am forever in his debt for raising such and awesome human being that I get to know and have in my life.
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